There are so many times that the daily tasks I have take my focus away from things. With Brian's work schedule being the way it is, I pretty much get to see him 3 days a week that we actually get to see each other. When we do get to see each other, it's pretty much a dump session that I tell him everything that has happened over the previous days and vice versa. It's weird too, because I see what it's like to be a single mom at that time too. He is sleeping and when he gets up, he goes straight to work, then comes home and goes to bed... the cycle is pretty regular. All I have to say, is I do not know how single women can do it! I get so tuckered out by the 3rd day that I just can't wait to have the help!
Anyway, back to the topic of this... One day last week as I was dumping on Brian about the events that took place, I kind of had an outer body experience. I know I was talking to him and I know what I was saying but it's like I was standing outside my body watching myself talk to him. Then I looked at him.
I love this man so much. I love how he makes me feel. I love how he holds me and how he cares about me. He listens to me no matter how many times I repeat myself with the same story and he is there to constantly support me. Being able to experience this kind of love is amazing and I could not be more happier.
There are so many people in relationships that I know who do not have that... and it makes me sad. I can only pray that one day they too will get to know Jesus and have that kind of relationship.
Thank you Jesus for the blessings you have continuously given me. Thank you for the loving, kind husband I have and for his compassion and love for me. I am honored that you chose him for me and grateful to call him mine.
On a side note.. I had 5 friends give birth to 5 babies [all girls] in a 5 day window!
1/29 Caroline --> Krarrie [Yes, that R is supposed to be there]
1/30 Katie --> Stacylynn
1/31 Joylynn --> Sonya
2/1 Grace --> Hope
2/2 Cheresa --> Madison
Guess it's the season for girls!
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